synamon

it all started at the beach. my dog jumped out of the car and pretty much broke her elbow. after that she just started falling apart. i realize she's 11 which is like 85 in people years but i just never thought about her actually dying. she got to the point where she couldn't walk on her own and she wouldn't eat or drink anything. she had a seizure tonight and it was something i'll never be able to unsee. tonight is the worse night of my life. i've had her since i was five and she was the first pet i ever had. i know it's not fair to make her hold on when she's miserable but i'm not ready to let go. my parents are in winston at a vet with her  right now and i'm pretty positive my dog won't be coming back with them. seeing my father cry is one of the saddest things i've ever seen. kirklin and liz are helping me through this. i couldn't ask for better friends. i didn't know what else to do other than blog. i love my dog more than anything.

i forgot!

i totally forgot about one thing in my last post. so apparently there's these two girls who hate my guts. never done anything to either of them. AND i've never even talked to one of them! like really, if you're gonna hate me at least have a good reason. it doesn't really bother me, but it's just a little uncalled for. oh wellll, now i'm done :)

lalalalaa

i haven't blogged in about a million years, i always forget! the new season of degrassi has startedddd, and i love it :D i saw hp7 part 2 on monday and it was FANTASTIC! but it's also a little sad because now it's really over :( cheerleading starts in four days, but hopefully i'll get to miss the first two practices cause i got invited to the beach <3 mommy bought me a new bathing suit today, she's so nice :) kirklin and i will have been dating for eleven months in nine days <333 that means in a month it'll be ONE YEAR! :D this summer has been the most uneventful one of my life. i can't wait til i can drive, good grief. i drove kirklin's car yesterday, i was such a good driver ;) hehehe hmmm i don't know what i wanna talk about. i guess this is it for probably another million years <3 byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

first

first time blogging in a little over forever. i guess i haven't had that much to talk about. finally got to see kirklin after he'd been in new york for about a week today :) i missed him lots! i met his adorable little cousin today too. he's a spaz. i hope everybody's summer is going good so far! i go to the beach in eleven days :) SO EXCITED. i'm so glad school's done for a while. i think if i had to go one more day this year my brain would've exploded. sometimes i read people's tweets and wish that i knew who they were talking abouuut. i have to carhop at sonic tomorrow, i'm actually kind of excited. kind of. i'm sad brookie and i aren't on the same squad anymore :( til basketball!!! :D ahhh, well i guess i've rambled enough. bed time. night night :)

oh haaai

i haven't blogged in about ten million years. i'm super excited that it's the weekend. yesterday was another baseball game, it was lovely :) we beat west fo for the third time? that's riiiight. mother's day weeeekend - going to raleigh later to visit tay tay! oh and i made the squad again :D i have to do something to my hair now..momma's orders. hasta la bye bye <3

yayyyy saturday

I went with Kirklin and his family to some fundraiser breakfast this morning. It was great :) seeing him first thing in the morning really gets my day off to a good start. I've already finished half of my homework too. Honestly when weekends are this good I never want Monday to come. I get to watch baseball soon too! How much better could it get? Kirk and I watched bring it on - in it to win it. After like the second one, they got really crappy. But i still like all the cool stuff they do. I got my prom dress! YAAY! Today's been so good. :D




i want a picture like this.

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so i realize that i haven't blogged in about a million years and when i got back on here i laughed. i giggled at the fact that brooke had about a million posts :) i love her a whole lot. <3 today was an early release day thank the good lord! i think i would've died if i had to go another minute in that school. that dumb cheer meeting is tonight at seven -_- at least the baseball game got cancelled so i won't have to miss it. i'm such a dedicated girlfriend ;) tomorrow i'm going prom dress shopping! AGAIN >.< i'm really hoping i'll find the one i want this time. yesterday was mine and kirklin's seven month anniversary :) hehe i wuv him <333 anywhoooooos! i actually miss cheerleading season. but i am NOT thrilled about the new eighth graders. it won't be the same without my brookie :( this is a super long blog for me. hahaha welllll i'm babysitting so i should probably get off. byeeeee :)