synamon

it all started at the beach. my dog jumped out of the car and pretty much broke her elbow. after that she just started falling apart. i realize she's 11 which is like 85 in people years but i just never thought about her actually dying. she got to the point where she couldn't walk on her own and she wouldn't eat or drink anything. she had a seizure tonight and it was something i'll never be able to unsee. tonight is the worse night of my life. i've had her since i was five and she was the first pet i ever had. i know it's not fair to make her hold on when she's miserable but i'm not ready to let go. my parents are in winston at a vet with her  right now and i'm pretty positive my dog won't be coming back with them. seeing my father cry is one of the saddest things i've ever seen. kirklin and liz are helping me through this. i couldn't ask for better friends. i didn't know what else to do other than blog. i love my dog more than anything.